Goodbye 2015

Am I the only one who's ready to see 2015 go?  Am I the only one who struggled with their faith this year?  As much as I enjoy each day and grateful for waking up, this year has been very difficult.  I thank God for the blessing of life.  And moments this year that brought me joy.  Like NBA All-Star Weekend in NYC with my siblings.  This year I constantly challenged my way of thinking, being and doing.  Nothing just came to me like in the past.  What I wanted this year I had to work extra hard for it and even then it didn't guarantee me a win.  In years past I seen my hard work manifest and I bared great fruit.  This was the year of drought.

My heart was blocked and it took away my creativity.  Every time I thought I was close to falling in love it fell apart.  It was like being in love wasn't meant for me.  I shut completely down.  So I took a break from everything: love, school, and personal goals.   I think I only went to church twice this whole entire year.  I wanted to try something new.  I needed to relax more and challenge old out dated behavior.

What I learned in 2015 the most is trust in love. Know you are worthy of love as you are.  Always follow my heart.  Don't be so hard on yourself, give yourself a break, and do not let anyone take advantage of you.  I know that there are many things that 2015 has taught you.  Please share if you will. I want to tell you thank you for always supporting me and my vision by coming to my blog, I love you. Let's toast to the New Year.  May 2016 be your best year yet!